It has been nearly three years since I was introduced to the domain of message boards. The world of electronic culture that pulses through internet forums inspired a surge of creative expression that transformed my life. My journey of healing after cancer was available for the entire world to see and read. The photoart that chronicled my life in the Grand Canyon touched every continent. I shared stories, critiqued photography, made friends and got swept away in the timeless expanse of the e-world.

Then, like everything I pursue with reckless abandon, I tired of it. Chatting was a bore. Posting became meaningless. The portal of discovery that opened a new world to me closed. While deleting many of my old haunts from my list of favorites, I decided to visit one of them just one last time before I erased it. PHPBB would be exorcised from my life. I was readying myself for a new journey of discovery.

Enticed by the seductive power of a creative blend that teased my imagination, I clicked the link…

A new revolution was now underway.

Like my childhood friends who lured me into my first B-B gun war, I followed LB to Hitherston Forums.

Sorry, I was going to bait you with ice cream but I've done that to so many people now they don't believe me. Oh wait NO, yes free cameras....

*Rigs up more traps if this one doesn't work*

I was hooked.

The witty enticement offered by LB in a flurry of IM’s had me hooked. The red herring of liberation yielded to a renewed creativity that was being seeded and nurtured by Hitherston.com. As a co-creator of Hitherston, LB’s endearing wit and charm is an invitation to a space that nurtures artisans and encourages friendly competition. If you happen to venture into the domain of Hitherston.com, and find something in your message box, consider yourself lucky, LB is probably working her magic!

After posting on Hitherston Forums for a few days, I crossed into another realm I vowed to never enter…AIM. Having purged myself of instant messaging several years earlier, I benefited from more consistent sleep patterns and face-to-face relationships. Like a chronic gambler able to face his addiction, I was living a life in the real world, free of the seductive powers of instant messaging. Until I met Molly, I never realized what I was missing.

Not only did Molly shatter my illusions about the value of instant messaging, she guided me through the world of Hitherston and introduced me to a community of people that are enthusiastic about self-expression. Molly’s passion for people and art creates a warm environment where the most seasoned writers and casual photographers can share their work and receive encouraging feedback. As a seasoned artist and co-leader of Hitherston, Molly makes everyone feel at home. Be sure to strike up a conversation with Molly the next time you visit Hitherston, you’ll be glad you did.

I’ve had thousands of unremarkable chats and met hundreds of people who have quickly passed from memory. ChasingLife87 was one of the people who transcended anonymity and made a lasting impression that I carry with me today. As a writer, she is passionate and witty. As a graphic artist, her never-ending love of learning is intoxicating. As a programmer, her dedication is unmatched. Meeting such a multi-dimensional artisan was one of the highlights of the message boards I used to frequent. Unfortunately, as my interest in online forums waned, I lost contact with ChasingLife87.

After spending several weeks on Hitherston Forums, there was one co-creator I had yet to meet. After reading her work and seeing her influence on Hitherston, I wanted to find out who the enigmatic Meli was. Thanks to Molly, I was finally able to meet her on AIM. Meli introduced herself as the person who "kept bugging me to show her stuff" on another message board. Unable to recall sharing any of my skills with anyone that bugged me, I was amazed to find out Meli's identity. She is ChasingLife87!

If you were fortunate enough to stumble upon this article, and have yet to explore the world of Hitherston, take the time to explore a place where art and community create lasting friendships. Start a journal, post a poem, share your photography and maybe a favorite tutorial with the Hitherston community and immerse yourself in a world united by the motto Unitas Contentione.


3/5/2006 3:04:55 PM (Eastern Standard Time, UTC-05:00) 
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I'm back!  Working as a school photographer has offered me quite a bit of material that I'll be including over the coming weeks.  I thought teaching for 12 years was adequate preparation for life behind the lens...hahahahahaha!  Right!  Get ready for the first installment tomorrow.  Let's see...something about the three most memorable moments of the fall season.  Here's a sneak peek to tantalize your curiosity.  Peeing, vomiting and sleeping are three ways to ensure a legacy!

12/12/2005 11:15:13 PM (Eastern Standard Time, UTC-05:00) 
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After spending the majority of the last year working on this website, an unexpected opportunity has materialized as a result of this project.  I recently began working with a portrait photographer in order to further broaden my professional experience base. 

As this new job consumes an average of 10 waking hours per day, I have been unable to devote the time required to maintain daily entries in illumineering.com discussion.  Over the coming days I hope to do more than eat and sleep after work!  Once I have adjusted to this new work schedule, I fully expect to actively update illumineering.com discussion.  For now, dreamtime is calling...

9/6/2005 7:11:15 PM (Eastern Daylight Time, UTC-04:00) 
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Be sure to look at the Fun Photo Manipulation before you look at the source image.  What do you think is included in the original?  Take a few minutes to closely examine the image before you click the link.

Was it anything like you thought it would be?

I'll be posting these before/after photomanipulations periodically.  Be sure to visit illumineering discussion frequently to test your identification skills!

8/23/2005 6:53:53 PM (Eastern Daylight Time, UTC-04:00) 
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Can you guess what the original image used to create this kaleidoscope is?  I'll post it tomorrow.

photo manipulation.jpg

8/22/2005 7:47:31 PM (Eastern Daylight Time, UTC-04:00) 
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Jumping Mouse

Jumping Mouse immediately began to investigate his new surroundings. There were even more things here than in the other places, busier things, and an abundance of seeds and other things mice like. In his investigation of these things, suddenly he ran upon a Gray Wolf who was sitting there doing absolutely nothing.

"Hello, Brother Wolf," Jumping Mouse said.

The Wolf’s ears came alert and his eyes shone. "Wolf! Wolf! Yes, that is what I am, I am a Wolf!" But then his mind dimmed again and it was not long before he sat quietly again, completely without memory as to who he was. Each time Jumping Mouse reminded him who he was, he became excited with the news, but soon would forget again.

"Such a great being," thought Jumping Mouse, "but he has no memory."

Jumping Mouse went to the center of this new place and was quiet. He listened for a very long time to the beating of his heart. Then suddenly he made up his mind. He scurried back to where the Wolf sat and he spoke.

"Brother Wolf," Jumping Mouse said…

"Wolf, Wolf!" said the Wolf…

"Please, Brother Wolf," said Jumping Mouse, "Please listen to me. I know what will heal you. It is one of my eyes. And I want to give it to you. You are a greater being than I. I am only a Mouse. Please take it."

When Jumping Mouse stopped speaking his eye flew out of his head and the Wolf was made whole.

Tears fell down the cheeks of Wolf, but his little Brother could not see them, for now he was blind.

"You are a great Brother," said the Wolf, "for now I have my memory. But now you are blind. I am the Guide into the sacred mountains. I will take you there. There is a great medicine lake there. The most beautiful lake in the world. All the world is reflected there. The people, the lodges of the people, and all the beings of the prairies and skies."

"Please take me there," Jumping Mouse said.

The Wolf guided him through the Pines to the medicine lake. Jumping Mouse drank the water from the lake. The Wolf described the beauty to him.

"I must leave you here," said Wolf, "for I must return so that I may guide others, but I will remain with you as long as you like."

"Thankyou, my Brother," said Jumping Mouse. "But although I am frightened to be alone, I know you must go so that you may show others the way to this place."

Jumping Mouse sat there trembling in fear. It was no use running, for he was blind, but he knew an Eagle would find him here. He felt a shadow on his back and heard the sound that Eagles make. He braced himself for the shock.

And the Eagle Hit! Jumping Mouse went to sleep. Then he woke up. The surprise of being alive was great, but now he could SEE! Everything was blurry, but the colors were beautiful.

"I can see! I can see! Said Jumping Mouse over again and again.

A blurry shape came toward Jumping Mouse. Jumping Mouse squinted hard but the shape remained a blur.

"Hello, Brother" a voice said. "Do you want some medicine?"

"Some medicine for me? Asked Jumping Mouse. "Yes! Yes!"

"Then crouch down as low as you can," the voice said, "and jump as high as you can."

Jumping Mouse did as he was instructed. He crouched as low as he could and jumped! The wind caught him and carried him higher.

"Do not be afraid," the Voice called to him.

"Hang on to the wind and trust!"

Jumping Mouse did. He closed his eyes and hung on to the wind and it carried him higher and higher. Jumping Mouse opened his eyes and they were clear, and the higher he went the clearer they became. Jumping Mouse saw his old friend upon a lily pad on the beautiful medicine lake. It was the Frog.

"You have a New Name," called the Frog.

"You are EAGLE!"

Copyright © 1972 by Hyemeyohsts Storm

8/20/2005 12:39:54 PM (Eastern Daylight Time, UTC-04:00) 
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Jumping Mouse

It was hard for Jumping Mouse to leave, but he gathered his determination and ran hard again. The ground was rough. But he arched his tail and ran with all his might. He could feel the shadows of the spots upon his back as he ran. All those spots! Finally he ran into a stand of Chokecherries. Jumping Mouse could hardly believe his eyes. It was cool there and very spacious. There was water, cherries and seeds to eat, grasses to gather for nests, holes to be explored and many, many other busy things to do. And there were a great many things to gather.

He was investigating his new domain when he heard very heavy breathing. He quickly investigated the sound and discovered its source. It was a great mound of hair with black horns. It was a Great Buffalo. Jumping Mouse could hardly believe the greatness of the being he saw lying there before him. He was so large that Jumping Mouse could have crawled into one of his great horns. "Such a magnificent being," thought Jumping Mouse, and he crept closer.

"Hello, my Brother," said the Buffalo. "Thankyou for visiting me."

"Hello, great being," said Jumping Mouse. "Why are you lying here?"

"I am sick and I am dying," the Buffalo said, "And my medicine has told me that only the eye of a Mouse can heal me. But little brother, there is no such thing as a Mouse."

Jumping Mouse was shocked. "One of my eyes!" he thought, "One of my tiny eyes." He scurried back into the stand of Chokecherries. But the breathing came harder and slower.

"He will die," thought Jumping Mouse, "If I do not give him my eye. He is too great a being to let die."

He went back to where the Buffalo lay and spoke. "I am a Mouse," he said with a shaky voice. "And you, my Brother, are a great being. I cannot let you die. I have two eyes, so you may have one of them."

The minute he had said it, Jumping Mouse’s eye flew out of his head and the Buffalo was made whole. The Buffalo jumped to his feet, shaking Jumping Mouse’s whole world.

"Thank you, my little Brother," said the Buffalo. "I know of your quest for the sacred mountains and of your visit to the river. You have given me life so that I may give-away to the people. I will be your Brother forever. Run under my belly and I will take you right to the foot of the sacred mountains, and you need not fear the spots. The Eagles cannot see you while you run under me. All they will see will be the back of a Buffalo. I am of the prairie and I will fall on you if I try to go up the mountains."

Little Mouse ran under the Buffalo, secure and hidden from the Spots, but with only one eye it was frightening. The Buffalo’s great hooves shook the whole world each time he took a step. Finally they came to a place and Buffalo stopped.

"This is where I must leave you, little Brother," said the Buffalo.

"Thankyou very much," said Jumping Mouse.

"But you know, it was very frightening running under you with only one eye. I was constantly in fear of your great earth-shaking hooves."

"Your fear was for nothing," said Buffalo. "For my way of walking is the Sun Dance way, and I always know where my hooves will fall. I now must return to the Prairie, my Brother. You can always find me there."

Copyright © 1972 by Hyemeyohsts Storm

 

8/19/2005 10:54:19 AM (Eastern Daylight Time, UTC-04:00) 
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Jumping Mouse

Jumping Mouse returned to the world of the mice. But he found disappointment. No one would listen to him. And because he was wet, and had no way of explaining it because there had been no rain, many of the other mice were afraid of him. They believed he had been spat from the mouth of another animal that had tried to eat him. And they all knew that if he had not been food for the one who wanted him, then he must also be poison for them.

Jumping Mouse lived again among his people, but he could not forget his vision of the sacred mountains. The memory burned in the mind and heart of Jumping Mouse, and one day he went to the edge of the river place…

Jumping Mouse went to the edge of the place of mice and looked out onto the prairie. He looked up for Eagles. The sky was full of many spots, each one an Eagle. But he was determined to go to the sacred mountains. He gathered all of his courage and ran just as fast as he could onto the prairie. His little heart pounded with excitement and fear.

He ran until he came to a stand of sage. He was resting and trying to catch his breath when he saw an old Mouse. The patch of sage old Mouse lived in was a haven for mice. Seeds were plentiful and there were nesting material and many things to be busy with.

"Hello," said Old Mouse. "Welcome."

Jumping Mouse was amazed. Such a place and such a Mouse. "You are truly a great Mouse," Jumping Mouse said with all the respect he could find. "This is truly a wonderful place. And the Eagles cannot see you here either," Jumping Mouse said.

"Yes," said Old Mouse, "and one can see all the beings of the prairie here: the Buffalo, Antelope, Rabbit, and Coyote. One can see them all from here and know their names."

"That is marvelous" Jumping Mouse said. "Can you also see the river and the great mountains?"

"Yes and no," Old Mouse said with conviction. "I know there is the great river. But I am afraid that the great mountains are only a myth. Forget your passion to see them and stay here with me. There is everything you want here, and it is a good place to be."

"How can he say such a thing?" thought Jumping Mouse. "The medicine of the sacred mountains is nothing one can forget."

"Thank you very much for the meal you have shared with me, Old Mouse, and also for sharing your great home," Jumping Mouse said. "But I must seek the mountains."

"You are a foolish Mouse to leave here. There is danger on the prairie! Just look up there!" Old Mouse said, with even more conviction. "See all those spots! They are Eagles, and they will catch you!"

Copyright © 1972 by Hyemeyohsts Storm

8/18/2005 6:50:48 AM (Eastern Daylight Time, UTC-04:00) 
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